The Door Is Coming
Im nearly in the “Big Wide World”. But you dont care….
End of next week and I will no longer be a student. Finaly. Been waiting for this day so long
You have no idea how much of a drain school can be when your me. I have to deal with everyone. But on an act so I dont become the complete outcast. Normaly I dont mind. But when they are the people you have to deal with every day you have to fit in a little bit or other wise it becomes even harder.
Muck Up day will be so fun. Finaly get some kind of retaliation against everyone that fucked me over during my whole school like. Going to be so drunk that night it isnt funny.
But my excitement will probably be short lived. Then I have to partake in exams. Man I hate them. Physics in going to be a bitch. Stoning really takes the drive out of ya.
Still think of Mark every now and again. We got a Yr 12 book today, with a Bio on everyone from the start of the year. He had, for “What are you most looking forward to” Muck Up Day. But he didnt make it did he? He had for where will you be in 20 years time as married with 2 kids and taken over the farm.
How fucked is that??? He wanted so little, just a quite life with family and friends, working hard. And what did he get? Fucking DEATH! It shouldnt turn out like that
Still havent quit smoking.
Furthered my self distructive nature on the Monday.
Can anyone reach me? Can anyone help?
Is anyone there?
