The Dawning of a New Age
I’ve met someone. But you dont care…
New years was great. And I didnt even get wasted…..
I went over with my best friend. Alice… wat a rockstar…
When we got to swanny Me and Alice went to the bottle shop and got my slab and some drinks for her. We went to my uncles place so we could leave our stuff there until we needed it. Hung out there for a while, talked crap and had a few drinks…
Met up with my ex girlfriend. She still liked me and I knew it. Brought her along as a back up root….
When it started to get dark me, Alice, Kylea (ex) and my little cuz went to the bottle shop. Brought some crap for my cuz and headed to the park where the shit was happening.
Saw IT when I got there. Tried to be social… Even gave it a smoke….. slag… Pissed off from Alice because she was going to be hanging with it for a while. Had a few more drinks…
Found ourselves a place on the grass near the band talked crap and listened to the music….
Got up for a piss on on the way a girl caught my attention. Went for the second look and it was Shantael. A girl that I picked up a long time ago. Had a party at my place and hooked up with her….
Also she use to live in my town when I was younger and I had a crush on her when we were like 7…..
After the inital hugs and hellos, she said she was going back to her friends place to get some stuff then coming back so I said I would go. Asked Alice n Kylea to look after the esky…
Went with her and her friends to there place. Ended up picking up by the time we got there. I wanted to from the moment I saw her.. There was just something in the air…
Came back to the party and lost her friends. Laid out on the grass and talked and listened to music. Went up and danced in the pit. Freaked a lot of people out with out dry humping dancing so much so that no one was even standing near us..
Made out majorly at the countdown…. felt right….
Went to find a quiet place and saw my sister on the way. Talked with her. Then continued on out was. Found a dark area away from the party. Talked, made out, had sex against a mesh fence. Gave head and when I was going down on her some guys busted us.
Went back to her place (going so long the party was over by the time we finished) and talked until morning. Walked home in the pouring rain. Slept out side my uncles place in the rain in a air chain..
Talked with her on the phone for a while then went to her town to see her. Slept at her place and stayed up nearly the whole night talking … felt so right…
Had the maddest sex. Came home the next day, and went back again. Stayed at her place again. Went to the grain bunkers with her and one of her mates. Had so much fun… Had sex while her friends back was turned. Fingered her till she came while she was talking to her friend without her noticing..
On the way back she stopped me on the train tracks and said those words i had been longing to say.. “I love you”….
I hate saying it early. So much I break up with people over it. But this felt so right….
So good…
So real…
So I said it to.
After a while we figured out both of us like pain.. Had sex while bitting and scratching the shit out of each other…
Came and stayed at her place again a week later. Brought razor. Had sex and cut each other, drank out blood, smeared it over out skin, licked it off each other. And it felt so right
So good….
So real….
I really think I have found the right one… i just feel so… good around her..
differnt story, Kylea got pissed off that I had sex with some one else. Didnt seem to grasp the fact that we where broken up..
Found out that she read my diary.
That has deep stuff in it. More so then this page.
So I cut all connections from her…
Ever been in love?
Real love?
True love?
I have… twice.
Once right
Once wrong
This is the right one.
