The Life Of A Punk/Stoner/Goth/Loner

This page may soon disapear… But you dont care…

No one does. No one will.

But it will be for the good of the nation.

The individual is being asimilated, and put through the meat grinder to come out a productive menber of a sociaty without faces. Just a see of bodys all following the one word.

Im not sure what word that is… money, greed…. oil.

That is your final clue. Did you figure out what I have become? What I will be?

Defence force.

And the silence was a dull roar…

But it has always been that way.

No one cares

No one minds

No ones there at all……

Time runs fast…. But you dont care….

It seems like it was only yesterday that I was just fucking around and had nothing much to worry about. I remember that I would always think “Man I wish I was older”, “I wish I was out of home” and all that crap. And now that Ive done it, it doesnt feel that fun.

When I was younger I could go out and get hammered on a Friday night and come home, wake up and go out again with no worries. Now I cant do that because I have to wake up and clean, do the dishes, shop or some shit.

If I went out on the weekend I could blow a hundred bucks easy. Slab of grog, bottle of whisky and a couple of grams of weed. And if I ran out money I didnt really worry. I could just go back home and get more if I really needed it. If my olds wouldnt give it to me, I could still hang out and bum drinks. Now I cant spend that much because its bills money, or its food money or its travel money or some shit like that. And if I run out I wouldnt be able to pay the rent or something.

A lot of the time I spend at home because I dont have the money to go out.

You may hate me… But I dont care….

Someone left a comment on my page. And it said, “Put up some photos”. Obviously there are a few things wrong with this person. For starters its plainly obvious that this pages isnt that type to be dedicated to photos. Infact I made it a point not to put pictures on her. I only have the one for my profile, and thats because if I didnt it would be a stupid cutout looking picture.

Second. This person is meant to hate me. And for someone that is meant to hat me they spend a lot of time crusing the net and looking at the various posts and picture that I have up on many differnt sites. Myspace, my blog and a few others. Now this person has managed to find them all.

But this person is meant to hate me…

Strange isnt it?

Anyway i triedto get rid of them. I got bored one nite so I started and argument just for fun. Wasnt to bad either. Lasted a few hours and burned time till I went to the pub.

Was good.